I know i shouldn't go out and not come back home till next morning.But i want my fun too.There are so many thing you dont know.and so many secrets i hide from you,them,everyone.I smoke too much till my chest hurts.but still,i dont care.whatever it is,ITS MY LIFE.and i will do anything i want.but i know whats right and whats not.
I really hope this family would get better.
and dont get in my way.I HATE IT.
GOODBYE





im sorry for everything.i know im a dissapointment.
iloveyou
dad

IM FEELING:like punching someone on the face and cry on somebody's shoulder