silence.talks.then shouts.
its like happening over and over again.
IF YOU GUYS HATE EACH OTHER,just DIVORCE.
i dont care.i got my sister and my friends.
i took my laptop,wallet,handphone and my ciggirates.
walk out the house and back to this creepy void deck.
its kinda weird but at least,NO SHOUTING.
i still feel sick.
but i didnt tell her.
she messaged me an hour ago.
she was at the clinic.
she's sick too but she still need to go to work.
I ask her not to work too hard and take care of herself.
and she said that she has to work hard to buy for me PSP.
i feel like crying after seeing that message.
she loves me soo much despite all those harsh words i said to her last time.
im really really sorry.
i will study hard and make her proud.
i will start what she left last time.
ok.lets not be too emo.
i hope everything cools down once i get home.
i dont know if I should go to school tomorrow.
I still feel sick and i dont wanna be sick at school.
im sick because i make myself sick.
i know you wont get it but i took 15of panadol pills
and i can feel the chill all around my body.
i think im dying.
great!now they wont have to worry about me.
im talking shits right now.
GOODBYE