Nuisance is my first name

Why does everything has to be be all right and then tumble around?
And why do I always become the victim?what am i?a fucking SCAPE GOAT?!
School turned out well.After school was a bummer.Sissy's 5300 phone is broken.Can still be use but the light wont come out.You get what i mean?nevermind.
We had plans about going out and doing out art.But because of a stupid key,that my sister holds on,I can't get into MY OWN HOUSE.I had to slack at diyana's house around 2-3 hours.
I know.Im a nuisance.Sorry.I've been causing trouble.I got no one to blame but myself.
I feel so fucked up.Can't a day in my life be GREAT?i mean really great.
Got home around 5.Thank god my parents already reached home.As soon as i enter the gates of "HEAVEN",dad came shouting at me.Asking where's my sis?Why she hasnt come home for 2 or maybe 3 days..
HOW THE HELL SHOULD I KNOW!WHY DONT U JUST ASK HER!
I really felt helpless again.I mean more helpless.
Before the MORE HELPLESS,i already felt hopeless.
I felt like a homeless girl.No house to go.No one to turn to.
Everybody's being selfish.Dont know how tired i am from school.
I THINK I WILL BE SELFISH TOO.
I NEED TO SCREAM AT SOMEBODY'S EARS AND CRY ON SOMEBODY'S SHOULDER!
NOOOWWWWWW!!!