The Perfect STORM

So,i was force to help my mum at the shop on Thursday.Leaving the plans of going out with the friends.But still,I met them for a while at Simei.And off I went to Choa Chu Kang.My sister is sick.
My mum wouldnt stop blaming us for everything.I was tired but I cant go to sleep as these thoughts wont let me.So we,lidia,sri,mai,and my sister and I went out.Walk to cheers.
boughts drinks.and snacks.Walk back to some void deck.Doing stupid video clip.
They appreciate my lame jokes.a big HA HA HA.
I tottally cant take that green can.The minute it gets into my mouth,I puke.
errrr
Went back to Kak Itik's house around 4 am.
Talk with Mai.I told Mai all my deepest secret.What I really felt.
Well,she's the first one to know.
I dont know why but I cried for whatever reason.
Then around 4 am.My mum called my sis.What she said really make me HATE HER.
She's teaching me how to avenge on YOUR OWN FAMILY.
Oh mum,thanks for blaming us for everything.
My sis was crying like a baby.I walk off the room.I can't take it.
I cried too.as usual.Mum text me and said that my dad cried because of us.
RIGHT!SO NOW ITS OUR FAULT!
around 6 am,I need to help at my mum's stall again.
I didnt want to after what she said.But I didnt want my dad to miss his prayers again.
And so,went there.mum's start nagging.Throwing tantrum.
So what i did was,bang things like she did.and keep on saying.lalalala.
When i was sitting on the chair,she came to me and said my dad wants her to leave.
whatsoever.all i said was,"Mum,its your choice.I dont care about this family anymore cos YOU dont care about us either"
she just kept quiet.

My dad cant stop saying I'm an UNFILIAL DAUGHTER.
oh dad,i'll SHOW YOU WHAT UNFILIAL DAUGHTER REALLY MEANS.
I think im gonna take drugs,do tattoos.
Hang out with the wrong company.
I JUST DONT CARE ANYMORE!





*fuck fuck fuck.i hate my family and myself