Since I can't get to sleep...I shall blog again.
Amirah's online now.I've got a companion at least =)
This is so random and won't be any use.
Its been umm...like 5 months since I know you.
You've been a great friend
your silly jokes can make me laugh and make my day
I swear I didnt like you at first
but the feelings changed.
ohh please understand..why I can't explain..cos I've tried yes I've tried..haha
your smses can make me smile all day
sometimes,my friends would say how jealous they are when you say something..umm...which they find it cute.
but sometimes...i just feel like im one of THOSE girls...
those who you'll forget sooner or later
maybe its just a theory of mine or just my paranoia and insecurities.
everyone has them
and i would get REALLY jealous whenever you talk about that girl.
and a part of me wants to be her..the one who you can't get over it.
funny isnt it?She and me share the same name...
fate?i dont know.
But never I thought a stranger would be my friend.
and little did i know i would fall for a friend.
I still remember the first time I met you.
all those little things you said...
I sound so insane right now but its perplexing.
I can talk about you the whole day if anyone would listen
and just now,when you suddenly ask me,whether im in love..
I wanted to say yes,but being me,i took a step back and said no.yeah.ego.
I will not reveal my feelings
practically because i know i'll be the one back to the square one.
And that picture,with my name on it...that picture can make me go smiling cheeks to cheeks for the freaking whole day.
I didnt know it was specially for me.therefore,thank you.cos I never got the guts to say that to you.
But like I say,ITS JUST A PICTURE.no big deal so why the hell should I be happy about it?
Sometimes,i wish i never met you.because,i didnt want to like anyone anymore.i just wanted to love myself,my friends and my family.
how the hell would I know I would fall for you?
but you can't blame me.your little sweet words can make any girl fall for you.
besides that,you're cute too.lol
and you did ask me just now..if you're a flirt.and i said yes.i was being honest and u agreed with me.
but there was something bothering me.
you wanted to say something but you didnt want to.im still wondering what is it..
but nevermind.
who am i to like someone like you?
I think I should put more mirrors on the wall so I can reflect on myself.
I'm not expecting anything.I just want our friendship will go on sailing.
thats all.
I think I should stop.
Its long enough for you to ponder anyway.
goodbye.