I'm hurt enough and this had to happen.why god?why?
what sin have i done to deserve this?
and why do you always think about yourself and not me?
whenever I talk,you'll never listen.
Knocking my door in the wee hours and crying.What was I suppose to do mum?
I couldnt do anything but cry too.I'm too weak already.I'm tired pretending to be strong and pretending that everything is all right.NO.everythings not all right.My life,My family,ME.
Waking up every morning would always be a pressure more than a pleasure.Thinking about what's gonna happen today?anything bad?anything good?
Hurtful words that can pierce heart is being heard.Tears rolling down.Door slammed.
I prayed so hard that all this will be okay but it starts over again.Stop saying it happens to everybody.You don't understand.You dont know my past or anything.And I'm too ashame to let you know about the past.Yes.IM ASHAMED!
With all this things happening around,I find it hard to put my brain at work.
No faggots.Stop saying study first or whatever.I've tried but in this condition,its hard.
Would you ever understand?You're gonna get tired of me sooner or later.
and I'm getting tired to.
I'm tired of me and I'm tired of everything.
Lets just see if I can handle another day in this life.




*no.you don't know how it feels and you don't even care.so shut the fuck up.