Rotting at home on a Sunday.
Why do I feel like an outsider?
My cat went out due to my carelessness of not closing the door.
I was holding a hell lot of clothes so I kinda forgot and everyone's blaming me for it.
They went up and down to look for my cat.
For once I realise,a cat's life is much more precious than your own flesh and blood.
You would go to the extend of looking for a cat and wouln't be bothered how your daughter would feel.
I made it for O levels.
And what did you say?NOTHING.
Why do other parents would show how proud they are when their children do something that make the family proud?
Why won't you nag at me when I go home in the morning?
Why won't you even bother about me?
And my sister,you're getting depress on what?
RELATIONSHIP THAT WON'T BE SAILING FAR.
Suffering from depression huh?
I don't understand you?
RIGHT!I DON'T
and no one fucking understand me at home.
THEY CARE MORE FOR A CAT WHO OFFERS NOTHING THAN ME.
Why can't we all just be normal like other families?
Why do I feel like I don't have a family?
Everyone's busy with their own live to even bother about how I feel.
Its okay.I can still survive.
Even on my own.








*I need you girls more than ever
**are proud of who i am now?