how do i say this to you

It just came out.I can't hold on to it anymore.I had to give you a piece of my mind.
But still,you'll never realise Fadhli.What do I have to do to make you listen and know?
I've been trying to be a good friend to you but I got sick of it.
I'm sick of you manipulating my feelings.I'm sick of you coming to me whenever you need someone.
I hate the fact that you've been lying to me and I fucking hate it when you make it sound like it was my fault.How could you even fucking say that huh?
Fuck.Stop smsing me now.You're annoying me more.
And no,you don't annoy me when you give me your lame jokes.I adore what you do.
You make me smile when I think of it.
But now,after you said this...I don't know fads.
I just need to be alone now.
You don't know what I've been through and I'm glad God punished you.
You certainly deserve that and you don't deserve a good friend like me.
I hope you'll realize it