Skeletons in my closet

Sometimes,I think its best that no one knows.
Everyone has their own secrets.
Thats what they are,secrets.
No one should know this.
Its not that I don't want to tell you guys but it takes a lot of courage to do so.
Please don't ask me questions about this.
When the time is right,I will spill it all.
I like to thank you for being the greatest friends throughout these years.
Pray hard that nothing happens to me.
I still want laugh,banter,tear with you all.
You girls never fail to make me smile and make my day.
I know sometimes,I'm hard headed and doesn't to care about your advices but
the fact is,I do care.Maybe I'm just too shy to show it.
You always try to cheer me up when I'm done and I really appreciate it
But sometimes,I just think that some of you just hate me.Or maybe its my own paranoia
Whatever it is,I'll remember us forever
ILOVEYOU