Forever young

Dude...stop the time now.I've only cover a few sheets of my geography notes and its already Saturday night.I really should study now but I really need to write this down.Its like a drug I need everytime I feel this kind of dullness.You with me?
But then again,I really should slug my guts out for this.All this.
After what I came through...those tears,ramblings and the almost-didnt-make-it situation,I really need to make it this year.The 5th year in my secondary school life.
Sometimes,I ponder if I really study hard during my primary school life,I might be out of East View by now but I guess it has been written down by fate and thanks to it,I meet great people.
I don't want to perish like a fading horse.I want to be the flying unicorn.haha
You know what I mean.To really make it and not just say I will make it but really show that I will make it.


I've wasted my parents money.All those dirty deed last year.God,what was I thinking.
This is the least I can do.Making my parents proud and stop those passing judgement made from my Uncle.No matter how screw up my brothers and sister are,I won't make it as an excuse to be a quitter.Like them.Some role model.

People screw up.But my Dad doesn't and I admire him for that.
He never quit even though people say he won't make it.He doesn't make that critiscm as a stop to his life but he turn it the other way round and use it as a strength.I want to be like him.
I want to make him proud.
I guess my Mum's right.My Dad is too ego to show his concern but matter of fact,he love his children(especially me,haha) too much to even scold them.
Okay,stop me from dragging this post.

I better burn the midnight oil tonight.
Bye