hey N,everyone hates you

I somehow feel excited for school and the long hours of enduring Malay lessons.
I've been watching movie after movie since the afternoon.
You don't know how hard I cried when watching QQQI.
What a loser.No wonder everyone hates me.haha

And a loser like me would go down to the basketball court watching her nephew playing basketball his way and she would just sit under the void deck alone,smoking her lungs away and counting how many birds had flew pass.
Yes,thats how I kill time today.

I was suppose to go to my Granny's today but she called asking me not to because someone is coming back soon.And thank you grans for standing up for me.I needed that.
I'm left with 3 sticks and coins.Tomorrow's going to be a long day and with the needs of nicotine during the breaks,it gets even longer.

My plan to get to bed before 12 always fail.Must be the cold bath that I took just now.
I should force myself to sleep now else I'll miss school again.
Uh school?I'm hopeless anyway.

Shit...Penn is asking me to go to sleep already.
Another night,another dream.

sweet dreams N