Cough syrups never works now

The clock is ticking and I am still awake.I thought a shower would make me go to sleep but I was wrong.It made me wide awake and now,I am typing this shit to kill time.Besides this,I have changed my layout,play around with the camera,try to wake my cats up,took pictures of my messy room,wash my dirty laundry,watched youtube,enjoyed DCFC,getting anxious for school,getting excited for Tuesday,thought about my daily allowance,scratched my foot so hard till it bleed,looked in the mirror,kvetched about how weird my haircut is,tried to cry because of the slanted fringe,smoke 2 cigarettes in ten minutes,try to wake my cats again,listened to OneRepublic,smiled while thinking about that guy who spoiled the camera,craved for nutella.....okay,I will stop before I go haywire.

Speaking of Tuesday,if you are wondering what the hell is happening on Tuesday..Well,my dearest Sri is getting married.She's going to end her younghood life and start being someone's wife.Wait!I think I've told you that on the previous post.Fuck.I can't think of anything to write but I don't want to stop and I won't go to sleep because I'll end up oversleeping and missing the first day is unacceptable.Missing the second day should be okay,I guess.

I am such a wastrel.Those times doing stupid stuff could have been use to study something.Maths maybe?No,kill me.Why is there Maths?I mean,of course we need it everyday but other things like transformation,TOH CAH SOH,algebra....Do we really need it?
Average people like us?Indigent soul like me?No,indigent is too strong.haha
I don't want people to think my parents are not taking care of me.Out of the question.

I can hear my brother playing Max Payne and I am envious.Now,I hate laptops.For some reason,laptop is always slower than a normal PC and playing Max Payne on PC is much more better than on laptop because I need to use a mouse to move around and kill people but using a laptop's touchpad always makes me a loser on the game.WHY THE FUCK AM I EVEN TALKING ABOUT THIS?

4.11am now.Just a few more hour Nabilah.I think I'm going to smoke another stick.Besides,its not mine..its my sister's.haha

Goodbye holidays.Hello disaster