Grow up

I am the loser.I skip school way too much that I hate myself now.
I went to Outram with mum in the afternoon to get some things done.It was awkward when we were close-mouthed all the way inside the train.I feel like ending it.Seeing my mum's disappointment face breaks my heart.I am so selfish.I should at least think of my parents before doing that stupid thing.Forgive me Mum,Dad.Forgive me ALLAH swt. I'd never felt this disappointed before.I couldn't stop my tears from flowing and I have make a promise.I am scared of the outcome.Please pray that nothing will happen to me....I'm terribly scared..I am.
I don't know what to do.All I know now is to ALWAYS go to school and really study hard.I shouldn't waste my Dad's hard earn money and excuses like OVERSLEEPING is overrated NABILAH.Wake up and face the music.

From now on,I will only blog on something interesting and something I want to remember.
No more late nights and stupid stuff.

After Outram,I send my Mum back to Tampines and met Amira.I just needed to go out to ease my mind.Thank you Amira for being there and seeing hot skanks was fun.heh heh
I'm getting my own ray ban sooooonnnn.
Bye