This week has been rather draggy.Its only Tuesday and I'm really tired.Maybe because of the long hours today in school.I wouldn't be able to study maths with my favourite teacher tomorrow because I'm selected for the Chemistry remedial.I don't even understand anything and talking to me about Chemistry will make it worse.Shit happens.I just got back home.Intend to study but Sahrifah and Amira ended up doing the plane thing for our class.I must say,they've got the class spirit.I only have them occasionally.Hawa thought I still live in Simei.haha.I wish I was still there.Walking down the stairs.Sitting at the 'blue stool' late at night.Playing stupid card games and just talking till dusk.Lets forget that and get back to reality.

My days are numbered.Not even 100 days more left.Fucking 97 days.To be honest,I am certainly not ready.I am a wastrel.Using time on unnecessary things when I could use those precious time to do revision.Speaking of which,I hope someone or anyone could stop being a quidnunc.Its my problem whether I'm studying or I'm not.You don't know anything so stop your awful sarcasms.Its surprisingly awkward and you don't need to be a officious classmate.

Actually,I'm not even angry at you.Just disappointed with myself and my own doings.I could curse you just now but I held back my tongue.Pondering about what you say.Maybe,you're true.
I am just a mediocre person.I am nowhere near you high standards.I should stop this vapid feeling.

I hope Hawa will be my study buddy because we live so freaking near and she don't even know it.
Right.