Ten more minutes to go.Why am I even waiting?I wasn't looking forward to this anyway.This means I am getting older and I have to be wiser.But still,its halloween.Like it means anything here.Right now,I am feeling empty,used,useless,left-out,just plain boring.I haven't have got the time and mood to post something decent up here and since I'm taking a break from those notes,I might as well write here.I'm gettin nervous every minute.I don't know why.Oh,my mum told me that she and my dad found a ten-dollar note on the floor when they were out just now.Yelah,gi dinner mane nak ajak kan :( haha.I'm being a child right now.She smsed me asking if I want anything and I called her and said,asal tak kejut org seh.....and she went...nanti kau punye siap je.HAHA.Okay I get it.

I'm left with two papers.SS is next and I'm loving it.Mathematics was a disaster.I am ready for the worse now.I am not going to cry.No,I'm not.UH SCREW O LEVELS.I knew this was coming anyway.

Why am I not excited?Its 12 am.I can't even smile.Do you ever feel like people around you have change?Maybe I am just feeling like that now.This maybe the the 2nd worst birthday.The worst was 2 year ago where I cried when dining out with my parents.haha.Give me a moment to sigh for a while......Okay.

Its my day and my sister is not around.How can she not be?Its my day.She's always there.Not like its a big deal,but just at least,be there for me?Okay the truth is,I am happy.My parents are better than ever,my brother is metal as ever,my friends are great as ever,I am great.I guess.

I am out now.I need to cry for a while.haha



Happy birthday Frank,Samaire,and me.