Like other nights

I've been trying to sleep since 3 am but I'm still wide awake.I guess I'm use to sleeping only when my Mum left for work and wake up when my Dad comes back home to bring me lunch.haha.My Mum got a new job,with a job title that is.So now,its always pack food and I'm getting bored.I even had lunch with my Dad,just me and Dad,and it felt awkward and good.Why do I have to many 'and's in life?hahaha.My Dad kept asking if I wanted to follow him to pick up my Mum from work but I always refuse.I don't know why he would ask me,its just...weird?haha.Maybe I should accompany him sometime.Sunday should be good.

My sister is ditching her job,again.Told my Dad about it when I asked him to drive me over to Nabeel's block just now.He was actually asking about her.Why doesn't he ever talk to her himself?I'm tired of being a messenger and being the ear,the ear to listen to the nags my parents have for her.Sometimes,I wonder what its like if my sister wasn't what she is right now.Better or worse?She is sometimes recondite to understand.Whatever she if,I still love her because she said "LOVE YOU!" when she had to log out from msn.I am still waiting for my birthday present,although I know she had pushed it to January next year.Patience N,patience.

I feel like hitting the library on one of this free days.Just browsing books,magazine and comics.
I won't be able to enjoy the wonders of being a teenager when I start a job,if I'm a able to find one.I still want to be a book author.A small phrase in a newspaper or magazine would be good too.At least I would have something to be proud of since O levels backfired me.Or did I backfired it?

I better get to bed else I'll be late for later.Dad,don't forget my cien.Heheh

Cigarettes and coffee always make me shit...haha.Must be the coffee.