Help me from myself

I wonder what's everyone else doing now.I can't get to sleep but thats usual news.
Monday was fucking insane.We need a crowd controller..people are still coming in even though we are close.Man,if everyday will be like this...my legs are going to suffer.Good news that I'm not working later.Going to hospital to visit my grandmother.Really hope she'll get better soon.
I miss going out,adventure with my friends and just feeling comfortable around them.We need to go out,and not just hang out man.I miss exploring this city.Haha.That wasn't even a real laugh.

I don't know whats got into me.I've been quiet and moodless since work started and its really not because of work.I don't know,dude.I'm like going through a phase of life which I can't describe right now.I want myself to come back again.I hope I'll feel okay after a good sleep.
Hah,how pathetic..wishing myself to be okay.

I need a new memory card reader,pronto.