The heart that suddenly misses people

I don't know whats wrong with me but i suddenly miss people that are actually around me all these while.Weird aye?
I just feel like seeing their pictures and remember about how we use to laugh at things that aren't funny and kill each other with our own criticisms.
I miss everything right now.Everything.Everyone.
I'm always on the daily robot routine and it sucks.
Well,not quite but my brain is turning itself against me.
I try to refrain myself from remembering but it just keeps playing back like an old video in a broken tv set.
I miss my childhood.Let me be a kid again.I don't want to suffer teenage life.
I'm hating it cause my heart is taking over my mind.
My heart is playing with me.So is my mind
I don't know what I want right now and it seems
like a part of me is missing
Like a lost jigsaw puzzle
Still finding the lost one to complete the puzzle
The puzzle that I don't even know what is it about.
I don't know why I feel like crying and shout and just let it all out.
I really don't know why I'm typing all this down when I'm suppose to be sleeping.
Please bear with me.I'm just being me.

I remember how you would tease me over the little-ist things.

I'm trying to forget the nicknames you use to call me but everyones calling me using that.

I'm sick of being the square one

I tried hard to console you everytime you have a problem

I always try to be there for you eventhough there's nothing more I can do

I miss how we would tease mats and minahs when walking at Orchard.

I miss how you would insist on paying for everything

I miss how you would sms me just to be irritating

I miss how you would cheer me up by telling me lame stuff

I miss our late night convos

I miss everything

I MISS YOU