shake the wreckage

Thought of getting an afternoon nap,but I can't.My mind is whirl up.I don't have any more words to say to my grandma.She's in state where she doesn't even remember what happens.I just receive a call from my Mum and it broke me down.How can a daughter be so cruel and inhuman towards her own flesh and blood?I hope my Dad or my 2nd uncle give her a tight slap.Haha.I'm expecting that.After what she did and say towards our family,she deserve it.Let me activate my sistaxz and brudderxz.I'm trying to cheer myself up and its no good.I've been typing out things on my mind for the last 2 hours on Microsoft Word and I'm saving it in a secret file.MUAHAHA.
Is there even anyone who laughs like that?

Oh,something to make me happy.I've officially finish my O levels and free from secondary school.Free from that 9 hours of detention.Take that,Mr Ee and Ms Shanta.Heheh
I need a job,I need money,I need to repair this laptop,top up my prepaid,repair my hair?Haha.
I wrote my to-do list and its long.I didn't know I had so many things in my mind.

I'm telling Sarah what's happening now and she's fucking mad too.haha.I feel like punching my stupid uncle and cruel auntie.OMG,I want to cry now.I can't believe this is happening.
I'm going to continue my so called 'wannabe-author-story'

I might be back sooner than you imagine.