I don't even care,whore

Woke up in the afternoon,dragged my feet across the room and found myself hearing the same thing again.When will she ever get it?They don't want her anymore.I do feel bad but you won't know what its like hearing the same thing everyday when you woke up from your uncomfortable sleep.

I love weathers like this.It makes me want to coop myself alone in my room and read my book but I don't have a room anymore and my brother's room won't make the cut.I'm not complaining,just telling.I thought of going to my brother's house which is just a few blocks away because I wanted to check out the soccer table he bought for my nephew.Haha.The real fact is,I just want to get out from this house and maybe make a lot of negative statements about the thing he just bought.My sister-in-law don't really understand but I don't care.Shit,I still need to download all those Disney songs for my niece birthday since I'm assigned to be the..err DJ?Fucking HSM.Can't kids listen to DCFC or maybe Paramore?Lol.

I have a lot to type out but I can't because I'll end up writing childish post like some kid.Not pointing fingers....not pointing fingers.I can't stop taking coffee and I even made a cup of coffee for my Dad when he got home from work.What the fuck is wrong with me?I know thats the right thing to do but at the same time,I wish I didn't because I find it weird.Weird that I'm making coffee for my own dad?Dude,bring me back to Earth.

I just realise today is Christmas Eve.Makes me want to forget what happen last year at this date.I want to be a better person on 2009 so I still have a few more days to be a bitch.But a good one,of course.Haha.Was that even funny?NO.

I think I'll just continue reading my book and..I don't know what to do anymore.